Thursday, November 23, 2006
i just feel like slamming everything in sight now, though a's are over and i'm supposed to be damn freaking oh-so happy about it. ahh please, not with some shit saigang to settle before heading home.
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HATE end-year packing. like seriously A LOT. ahh please just kill me. and this time i'm not to leave a single thing in singapore. oh does this signify something? byebye forever singapore. never coming back again? ahh shrugs i have no idea. of course i'll still miss my friends and all. but let's just be very very realistic. friends are parts and parcels of life. they come and go. not that i don't treat friends as special people, but i just think that sometimes friends aren't everything.
yes, we help each other out and we share joy and woes. friends are like your vitamins and health supplements, who make life way healthier and way more interesting. but we have to really admit that there are other components in life that are there for a reason.
1) family. family is super duper essential. without a family there won't be me. with a family, i feel that there's always a place where i can fall back on. just like now, i'm just going to move my base back to malaysia.
2) personal space. i don't like to hang out at crowded places if given a choice. of course inevitable circumstances like shopping for damn ultra cheap stuff CAN be quite appealing excuses sometimes. BUT, picking up a book to read or just hugging the tv can be enjoyable if it isn't excessive. we NEED to be alone sometimes, for us to realise things, to think through things that have been going through our minds.
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oh as i was saying, about friends. yeah. it's difficult for friends to keep in contact despite the high-tech devices present nowadays. it's the effort that one is willing to put in sometimes. friends forever? ahh fake. so people, please MEAN IT when u say that line. i'm quite sick of seeing tagline around. too overrated.
okay angry and emo things aside, I FINALLY WENT TO SENTOSA TODAYYYYYY!!!!:) yes yes FINALLY i am no longer reflecting light and FINALLY i feel a tad hipper because i went to the LOVER'S BEACH -- tanjong beach (according to yuehua). went there with serping, shiyun and yuehua. we had a GREAT TIME soaking ourselves in the sea water with random photo taking sessions.
president hid under the shelter though. ahaha some whitening rituals going on there. AHH okay i should shut up.
I FINALLY GOT BACK HALF OF MY COLOUR! i will get the rest back while i sit at the swing outside my house. i shall tan while reading. wheee what brilliant ideas. HAHA!:)
oh yeah oh yeah i have to comment on THIS. while waiting for serping and yuehua to come to the bus interchange, president and i saw this guy with DAMN HIP HOP hairstyle. hahaha! like those u see on WWF or whatever. okay i just googled for that hairstyle's name. it's called ROOSTER'S COMB (aka traditional mohawk). HAHA! yeah so this guy had rooster's comb. i think he left something on the bus and he went back to check. apparently he couldn't find it and err he didn't seem very pleased.
siao liao and of course we met LOTSA ahlians around. that's like totally inevitable. haha!
sheesh i shouldnt have talked to my sis about the going-home thing.
the more you force me, the more i resist. i hate this feeling.
Y7:04 PM
