Sunday, November 12, 2006
i haven't been doing anything constructive recently. but oh well, my computer library's getting increasingly impressive due to my endless pestering over msn. hahahaha! massive songs exchange online, yeah, that's exactly what i've been doing for the past few days.
no, i'm not going to let my bio rot just like that. i studied okay! just that i'm doing it very very slowly. never been so slow in progress before, really.
:(
i find it strange that i feel happy after sending songs to people. maybe it's the feeling that the songs that i sent might cheer others up. haha, just like how i cheered hanhui up yesterday. it was like EONS since i talked to hanhui. but everything seemed so familiar the moment we started talking. nothing changed, nothing much. she's still the same old skinny hanhui while i'm the FATTER jessie. yeah, nothing much changed, spiritual-wise, not physically. everything just flowed so smoothly. we talked as though we've been in contact since we graduated from nanyang. feels good, really. :)
i can't wait to catch up with my nanyangs and so many people whom i haven't been talking to. people like huisi, cha eng, sou mun, etc etc.
SHANRU!
SHIRU!
JINGXIU!
HANHUI!
HUILING!
LIGUEN!
JIAHUI!
HUILING!
MEITING!
SHEILAWEE!
MATILDA!
YANLING!
JANICE!
so many so many SO MANYYYYY!!
OH YEAH AND NOT FORGETTING MY DATE WITH MY MUMMY LENA! underground gai gai! PROMISE!:)
but accommodation's really going to be a problem after a's. i can't possibly travel to and fro singapore and malaysia every single day right? sigh:( and my parents don't seem to have plans for me to stay in singapore anymore. aiyah so sad. SO SAD:(
how to go on outings? how to go partyyy? how to go play squash? :(
sigh hope all these will be solved after a's. thinking of packing all my stuff into boxes really causes headache.
andandandandANDDDD! chiannypoop's going home on friday, which means that WE WON'T GET TO SEE EACH OTHER ANYMORE:( omg this is really ultimate SADNESSSSSS:( NO MORE CHIAN. how am i supposed to live my life?:( like, i'm gonna sleep ALL ALONE and i'm gonna have to face those two bloody bio papers ALL ON MY OWN!:( no one to whine to, no one to nag at me. NO ONE NO ONE!:( i really think i might just die of isolation when i get back. so people reading this please date me to go study together okay! if not i'll really start crying alone in the room.
sigh i suddenly feel very sad now. and i'm ALONE AT HOME? wah plus point. cannot cannot. i need to be STRONG.
okay i'm starting to deviate already i think i better stop. byebye!
OH YA CHANNING TATUM IS MY BOYFRIEND!:D
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