Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i'm feeling weird these days.
the tension is there. okay i might be thinking too much but i constantly feel tension. schooling is no longer a very light-hearted thing to me. there's SO MUCH preparation to be done before every single lesson and lessons normally drag till very very late in the afternoon.
i think it's the people that are keeping me alive now. get what i mean? pple like my darlings, some juniors who say hi super unglamly and funnily in the canteen and yeah.. they'd somehow brighten up my day.
but still, sigh, this is so gonna last until 23 november. gee. LUCKILY it's all gonna end BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY! wheeeee! haha okay my mood realy fluctuates like a eccentric graph. UP and DOWN and UP and DOWN.
boohoo i just feel damn weird in school these days la. maybe it's the weird combination that i'm taking. i just feel left out, and OFF. argh.
and everytime i walk pass some people studying, i feel cynicism in them. well i dont quite know how to explain this but i just feel this way, and it's not exactly pleasant.
is this the purpose of education?
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