Sunday, March 05, 2006
seriously, SERIOUSLY!
i DO wanna know how u're doing and i wanna know what u're gonna do..i do care for u as a friend but u're not giving me the chance to..u just turn ur back against me and start 'protecting' urself..what's wrong with u? it wasnt like this AT ALL last year..
well, i have changed, perhaps..but all i can say, is that i think u have seriously changed a lot more!ok i think i have affected ur results and i think u're trying to hide..and shrink away from the real world..if ever u're doing so badly that u're retaining, i hope u'll give it ur best shot..BEST and i really mean BEST shot..i dont doubt ur calibre and i think u'll do very well:) that's if u retain la..i really hope not.
dont give up k? i was SO VERY WORRIED when i recieved ur reply that day..i even thought u were going to kill urself or sth, cuz u sounded so pessimistic that u might have just given up ur life..and the next day when i heard that u refused to tell anyone ur grades, i was EVEN MORE worried..i hope u'll realise that u still have friends here caring for u k?
and when i saw u online yesterday i felt relieved..VERY RELIEVED..glad to see u alive and online!
anyhow, wish u all the best in ur future endeavours!:D
ugh the above post might sound weird to all..but it's a rather random ranting..dont bother figuring out who i'm talking about la..haha:)
my saturday was as usual rotted away..which was really BAD!! i think the free LAN connection is seriously gonna make my grades suffer..i think i should lock my laptop up for like one week and see dust accumulate on it before im gonna use it again..sigh this is SO BAD!
i cant seem to focus on studies and i'm having this BAD mentality that there is always tomorrow..im always pia-ing hw during chem lessons when my classmates are having lessons in the lt or classrooms..BIG SIGH and the irony is that i always manage to finish those work on time..sheeeesh this is freaking bad!
and today was as usual rotted away..oh my goodness..there ought to be some control over me and my usage of laptop..ARGH kahmun says i'm gonna get it from her if she sees me online..and i wonder how i'll end up aft sch on monday now..sigh sighh sighhh!! i need to buck up BUCK UP BUCK UP!!!
oh wells.i shall TRY VERY VERY HARD to mug now..byeeeeeee pple!:D
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